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ThePersonalLies

from Identity Dispersion by Internal Chronicles

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ThePersonalLies

I tear my mind apart
Fragments scatter sideways in time
An existence close to none
Prime mover unknown, yet thoughts aren't mine

The infinite swallows
Sound and silence merge into one
The orders from the inside
Are lost and mute, a course to truth

Who are you? What holds you down?
What do you know? How can you cope?
Do you still feel whole?
Can you escape the personal lies?

The wicked wallow now
Sound and silence become none
The voices from the outside
Are lost and mute, a course to truth

I read between the lives
Dissolve and fuse what's inside
Sometimes it feels like it's right
Sometimes it's breaking my mind
Sometimes I don't want to change
I'd rather just stay the same
Accept my face and my name
My human form, it's ok
But the more I sleep
The more I dream and weep
For the lives of my past
That give me reason at last
So when I slumber more
The more I dream of doors
That lead me to my past forms
Of ravens, aliens and whores
Of priests with sins
Of harlequins with grins
Of science, poets and wives
Or lackluster empty deadbeat eyes
Finding pieces of souls
Should stitch them back, so I'm told
Engraving flesh with their names
Before the memory fades
And maybe someday I will
Collect my mistakes and I'll feel
Release from this maze…
Come full circle, do it all again

A human form and a mind of god
The lies I've told now unfold
The best of worst, can't clench the thirst
I'll be the first to admit I'm cursed
Can't cope with this, an endless list
Of pests I miss that don't exist
The lows and highs, can't break the ties
Abandon the self, depersonalize

An alien abduction of self
Realized in a moment
Desire for singularity
Now gone

Owning the creation without beginning
Is there really me?
Reflecting upon the internal
Deflecting the external

What was never lost is found
With thoughts of feelings I feel my thoughts
Drilling through dimensions
A futile existence with meaning

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from Identity Dispersion, released May 23, 2020

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Internal Chronicles Zagreb, Croatia

Internal Chronicles is a one-man project from Zagreb, Croatia. It consists of NoOne who plays all the instruments, records and mixes everything by himself in a home studio with the help of a few session members. The first album is called Out of Sanity's Reach. It is a blend of doom and melodic black metal. The second album, "Crimson Storm" is coming out in January 2019! ... more

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